today i struggled with anger and bitterness over the things that have happened in my past and also currently happening. it is not healthy and it does me no good. i need to let it go. i need to find happiness and gratefulness in my anger. hopefully the positivity will push out the negativity....
i am grateful that the girl brad chooses to date seems like a nice person and seems to treat my children well.
i am grateful that brad moved here to be around his children.
i am grateful that i live in a nice apartment.
i am grateful for starbucks, having money on my starbucks card and long car rides drinking starbucks while my children nap in the backseat. these moments save me sometimes.
i am grateful that i have the choice over how i react to situations. i need to learn to use that choice more often and not react automatically out of anger and frustration.
i am grateful that my washer and dryer are fixed.
